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Here's Mary's description of I Zero.

Jason drops it off and I bottle it for R. Lee, the superseer, and lick some off my finger and later dose a few drops. I go to bed early and wake 10 hours later groggy and fatigued and way too late. But I am prepared for this because Jason took some and was also quite tired the next day. I don’t feel bad physically just like I need an all day nap. It feels as though I am going through some kind of enforced rest for a reconfiguration. So this alchemy may require a day of rest afterward. But I have things to DO. I go out into the sunshine to run errands and it feels wonderful. It does feel as though the sunlight is having an effect on my body. It feels like a recharging effect like a solar cell and this brings me to a different place in my mind. I feel that emptiness of monkey chatter where you are just purely being. I catch myself with this relaxed smile on my face for no reason. Laughter is easy. No trigger. It’s as if I come to in the middle of a secret joke.

I also feel the connection increased with people without any verbal contact. I feel like on another level we are communicating. I compose letters to our friends and family in my head and their presence feels close.

I wake up earlier the next morning Wednesday and proceed to notice that I feel some better on an physical energetic level but also I feel different on an mental/emotional level than even the past few weeks and I like to think I am pretty good in that department. I feel sunnier. Not cheerful or bubbly just radiant. Solid. Calm. Pure. The night I took the alchemy I grimaced in the mirror as women do as swimsuit season approacheth. In the am that sentiment was gone like the wind.

Acceptance of seeming imperfections personal or public. Uplifted. There is a newness in me somehow that is hard to put my finger on.

But there is this presence of sweetness inside. A tenderness for people, appreciation. We are in service to each other even if we don’t know it. It is easy to see them. I like how all that makes me feel about being alive. There is a simple beauty to life. Breakthrough in understanding a health improvement issue comes to light and an easy shift to accommodate the change.

I feel like there is a connection to the true being that I am. You can imagine it like a beautiful animal maybe its a dragon maybe it’s a cat but it’s all white fur and cuddly that lives in this space inside of the endless space of your heart.

So beyond just this expanded state and this feeling in my heart I am tuning into the archetypes of this alchemy at la deeper level and how it can be an ally in our earth journey at this time. This is advanced alchemy for grown up folks who want to take it to the next level.

Please note that this is but a few levels into some of what I can surmise about it. Others may have more information.

This alchemy helps with the development of devotion to be in service. It’s not WHAT you do but HOW you do it. This is the true gateway to spiritual growth. See where this shift of perspective takes you. It’s not about devoting yourself to a cause ( IT COULD BE) but it’s not necessary. The understanding that You don’t need to quit your day job and be a healer ( unless that is your excitement) you can operate in service and joy from anywhere and any position. It’s how yo infuse it into your daily life. It’s about being a contagion of joy or being involved in a conspiracy of loving energy to bring out the best in those around you and to enjoy the feeling THAT gives you. It becomes a creative act.So it seems to develop this part of us to be in service and to love it. To take joy in it. It is not about self sacrifice but as an extension of overflowing joy that is too precious to horde. I feel the alchemy is a muse and an inspiration to express this.

It teaches a distinction between blind enthusiasm and wisdom of a more cosmic view point in how we may be in service It may highlight places where you tend to overextend oneself as a savior rather than to be in service. Breaks one of codependent behavior. It helps one anchor the truth that we are not here to saye people from themselves or even save humanity. By this we do people a disservice because people need to play out their choices and experiences consequences of their actions. We play a vital role in the transformation on earth but because the elements of this game work THROUGH US. It’s about releasing the need to force change and in its place be good examples. It helps us to discern when we are called to action and to in sense mind our own business regarding the choices people make on earth and to watch with peaceful detachment the unfoldment of the story knowing that the things that are happening may be for reasons that exceed our own vision.

So the alchemy clarifies the wisdom surrounding service to others. It brings about a understanding more about how to be in service and not blind self sacrifice to cause but to utilize more flexible terms in how that service could be expressed in any given situation for the well being and growth of all involved.

It shows how to NOT enforce opinion or ego ideas about how things should be or meddling in someone’s life choices in some well meaning attempt to help them. Detachment and acceptance and in this it brings peace no matter circumstances. It facilitates the ability to take stock of the progression of growth- perhaps where you are moving too fast or where you are resisting changes. So it could be about helping people see when they are making impulsive descsions that don’t truly reflect your intuition and it could also be about giving you the chance to see areas where you DO need to take a leap of faith and risks and implement progressive changes even if they seem scary. It is about getting comfortable with the unknown and new directions so we can make good and wise decisions with grace.

There is an element to this alchemy that for those that need to it supports the melting of emotional patterning. Overly critical and judging limiting behaviors or thoughts. It seems to make them insignificant through the ease of acceptance of oneself and everyone and replacing it with a core awareness of love radiating. To see instead of a body lacking an interesting costume perfect for your experience. So there is liberation feeling there of just stopping the buying into the role of you and whatever patterning happened to be built around you which in turn helps you to see past the patterns in everyone else too.

This alchemy puts one in deeper touch with a branch of tools called spiritual technology. It has an effect of making one aware of any places where spiritual tools can benefit your life for where they have become a crutch and an addiction. There are no shortcuts to doing one’s own work and the object it simply a tool through which we may learn more. Maybe it’s crystals maybe it’s a staff or tarot deck. The alchemy helps to make one aware of how to wisely and in balance use these tools and incorporate them into your life for enhancement. It could possibly be related to past lives of those who were in Atlantis, who abused this spiritual technology and in such cases it helps one come to a deep healing from that trauma and guilt which may be completely beneath the conscious awareness.

Addressing a sense of homesickness. For many beings here on earth that know they are not from here there is an awareness of an internal longing FOR HOME. But it’s even more than just that- it is a longing for a unity and the feeling of ONE unified state of being. Since the true state of home is within - one can use this alchemy with meditation to practice reconnecting to that ONE source energy and overcome the feeling of homesickness. So it is a good alchemy for reconnecting to one’s true state and HOME SOURCE within and for all relationships involving attachment and or attachment to the past. It could be about feeling at home anywhere on earth, adjusting to changes like a move and by he BEING ONE wherever you are and being good with being ALONE and being good right where you are in this dream. It’s about making HOME a place within that you, a state of being that can connect to at any time.

ONE: it helps one to see there is really only one consciousness that sees through ALL eyes. Or it rather it is about seeing through a single eye - seeing a unified vision and creation in all things and even those kinds of people you labeled as negative or who frighten you or seems too scary too painful to accept. This alchemy can be used to practice seeing the god in all beings. To merge polarities and practice how Jesus saw people. It’s about seeing beyond the costume.

There is an affinity and connection between this alchemy and Lemuria at least for me personally either something about a lifetime there or a being from that era like a guide that wants to be in touch. It has something to do with the divine feminine energy that is cycling back around . Perhaps an embracement of feminine principals possible even ancient tantric practices and may have something for others who feel a connection to this era of time and civilization

Dreams have been more vivid lately as a lovely synchronicity of this alchemy on the scene. Dreamtime both asleep and awake. This alchemy has to do with exploring the practice of lucidity in the dream both “awake “ and dreaming. There is a whale totem associated with it which seems to dovetail nicely with the alchemy and the Lemurian connection of the pacific ocean and this whale energy/consciousness represents 5th density group consciousness. This is a metaphor or symbol of the awareness of how we are dreaming and the whale consciousness is surfacing over and over swimming effortlessly between dream layers. Playfully engaged and operating in both the dream and true reality. You may use this alchemy and the symbol of the whale group consciousness by visualizing or feeling the presence of the whale and connecting with its heart. This would be especially powerful before sleep merging into dreaming then awakening to gain understanding and awareness or practice of seeing through the dream and operating lucidly on all levels.