Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Yesterday when I read this I wanted to write a long reply to address the nuanced truths and beauty in the words and concepts. Today I'm more in the "f it let them all die, kill them all" mood. Maybe I'll revisit and introspect sometime in the…"
Sep 6, 2023
Matthew is now friends with Paisios Papapavlou and Jakub Faist
Sep 4, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Yes the way molds impact thoughts and emotions is intense. It's completely changed who I am... it's like it takes over...
With my music I tend to break down into tears when I listen to it. It's a wave that overcomes me brining me back to the moment…"
Sep 4, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Forgiveness is not something that comes east for me. When it's relative to the evils of this world. I'm the type that would rather judge the world's evils with a decisive guillotine. After all, if they perpetrate evils that cause strife and…"
Sep 4, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Yes that sound precisely like what I was dealing with. Water pouring from the ceiling. The roof actually caving in above the tub. SOLID blackness inside the walls. They told me they are "killing the mold" using something called "KILZ". I looked it…"
Sep 4, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Even my poor kitties were showing signs of respiratory distress when living there. Took Patrick to the vet it had me so worried. Thank god they are okay now. I'd have already killed that mf if something happened to them. I love cats more than humans."
Sep 4, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Thank you, Adam.
Yes I have left. I've been out of those places since December 2022. I've been doing natural remedies. Crushed garlic with Manuka honey in warm water morning and night seemed to finally clear my lungs. I went months without coughing…"
Sep 3, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Thank you for your reply. It does help and I appreciate you. "
Sep 3, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Thank you.
It's interesting that you use the words "lungs filled with black tar" because indeed, I feel my lungs have been poisoned. Except it's not tar because I do not smoke anything (quit cigarettes early 2020 and quit MJ in April 2016). My lungs…"
Sep 3, 2023
Matthew replied to Matthew's discussion What’s the Purpose?
"Thank you, Jakub. My relationship with sexual energy, is, powerful I suppose. It's a good question that isn't easy to answer. I suppose that's one thing really bothering me. The loss of my wife, now ex, due to her mental illness and drug addiction…"
Sep 3, 2023
Matthew posted a discussion
Nature abhors a vacuum but void is all there truly is. Emptiness longing for polarity. An insatiable hunger feasting upon demise. An unquenchable thirst of withering sorrow drowning itself in an inundation of hope that is chemically identical to…
Sep 3, 2023
Matthew updated their profile photo
Sep 2, 2023
Matthew updated their profile
Sep 2, 2023
Matthew replied to Adam Bombadil's discussion The war within
"I can try to elaborate.  "We (most) do not grieve the loss of individuals with whom we have no personal connection" was a refutation to the school of thought that teaches "loss (itself) is the cause of pain".  "do we mourn the loss of a possession…"
Sep 2, 2023
Matthew replied to Adam Bombadil's discussion The war within
"You said: "How do you love people while watching them destroy themselves?
Whatever I try to do to help them backfires because I become the bad guy for interfering, even if what I did was helpful."
Perhaps this will help:
L.O.V.E. in its "purest"…"
Aug 17, 2023
Matthew updated their profile photo
Apr 14, 2023
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