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  Sandy October 14, 2023 at 2:12pm

  So last night the energy started feeling dense and sticky, I didn't sleep much as it was just so much cosmic energy moving through me. Earlier that day and the last couple of weeks I was suddenly illuminated on a family members shadow side, thier unhealed darkness I felt reflected my own unhealed bits of a time when I was a disenfranchised youth, So I knew in my heart of hearts as within so without,  So I called in my team and said help me become who I was called to be, answers upon answers of lost soul parts came blasting back to me from wherever they had been. I released the darkness, things I had unknowingly held onto all the things that no longer served. I released it to the dragon as he ate the sun and then afterwards  we went and hung out and the light started to pour in me like a cosmic flare from the great central sun.

  Thank you please share your experiences if you would like

   
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    JD Aliix > Sandy October 15, 2023 at 1:46pm

    

    Sandy, that is some truly solid and high level internal work you did there. I imagine you were processing on behalf of a good sized segment of h-people avatars as well. Nice job. 
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      Sandy > JD Aliix October 16, 2023 at 1:15pm

      

      So also I forgot to mention when I was watching the eclipse the sun  and moon started to undulate and dance in a figure eight pattern, like two lovers who were reunited after a long time apart..  hehe.. it might have been a optical illusion not sure.. I was sober as well.. I kept asking everyone else if they were seeing it move like I did.. perhaps it was the electromagnetic currents tapping into the pineal gland..  I can still see the celestial dance in my head even now.. 
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  Chris MidnightSun October 30, 2023 at 3:54pm

  Lots of energy moving up and down my spine (down my feet and hand tingling) and I feel like I am receiving brain surgery. I do feel tired sometimes like the energy is so intense I tremble and the back of my heart is breaking open more... learning to let this happen and not enter this "push through" pattern to get things done. 
  
  I've had a dream last night where I suddenly felt collapsed out of the prior fullness of the heart/ into a huge feeling of fear with no content as if I did something wrong or was made to feel that way. Suddenly my whole family was there sitting in a circle deciding what to do with me and how the only solution was... to beat me up! What! Then suddenly I felt like seeing through all of that and it felt like tall grey-like beings mocking me and shape-shifting into whatever would "trigger me" to induce fear. Like static noise to scramble the intuition of my heart to move me out of this simplicity. Not sure what that's really about. 
  
  I woke up and laughed and felt really good again. I saw through how I am not memories and how easily it is to manipulate with that.  
  
  Sometimes and more recently I have a sense of a huge golden white galactic-like warrior aspect of my soul that feels so ancient and so loving and so intense my mind is erased and I am moved from the heart. It's rarely "there" but I deeply long for that. It feels like home to me.
  
  A deep love is constantly breaking me up and I find myself on my knees. 
  
  I never talk about these much but jumping in and sharing. Thank you for this forum! 
  
  Oh I thought the eclipse was 28 October!