In the Thursday call of a couple of weeks ago with Jason and R-lee, I was very amused when they explained that in alchemical terms the ‘stones’ are called ‘buttons,” because I instantly remembered the child’s game of “Button, button, who’s got the button?” – which is based on psychically guessing who indeed does. And, when I carry my button (Beatrice) with me, she is tucked into my very deep belly button. (By the way, thank you Jason for posting the pictures. The image the electron microscope captured is breathtaking.)
So here is my latest experience of what is going on with me that I would like to share: For a while - now and then - an aspect of my self notices when I leave the house – particularly headed in to the office - that ‘something’ is absent. It’s not fearful and not alarmed, but definitely perplexed and trying to remember what it is/was! There is a feeling in my body of a void, something that had presence and weight before that has gone missing. It’s an ‘oh oh, you’ve left home without it,” or “but I know I had it yesterday – whatever it is;” and I actually spend a moment taking inventory of what I need to go back and retrieve.
It’s a whole different energy than the reminders that I have forgotten to mail the bills or drop off the rent check or turn off the stove. And it is localized to just certain areas of my body – mainly solar plexus, heart and navel.
This curiosity is distracting and I don’t seem to want to drop it and just go forward because I obviously don’t need it anymore. It’s wanting to remember what it was so I can determine that I indeed don’t need it anymore; and its “what if it was important?!”
This is going to sound completely ridiculous but this void feeling in certain spaces, like just my mouth, had me checking if I still had my teeth!
I have the Merlin Series of Alchemies, and others, in my life that accompany my experience with Beatrice. My life was fun and way interesting before. Now it is even more so.
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That's awesome Shirley, I was honored to meet you and Beatrice!
Ive had the staff for years, and it seems ive finally found a top! Im surely ordering one of these treasured artifacts. Merlin has been my man since reading every king arthur book in our schools library!
Now to convincing the wife of the investment...........*sigh*
Would love to listen to that call - Shirley Bloxham refers to. Is it recorded?
I have had my stone for not quite a week now, last night was the most profound experience I have had sofar. I want to make a medicine bag for mine, but for now I am carrying it in the little bag Mary mailed it out in. So last night when I went to bed I took my stone and put it on my third eye. I immediately had that drip down my throat from my brain ( I think Jason called the name of it before?) and I also felt it doing some work on my body, mainly some CranioSacral Therapy. I could feel my bones moving without any touch. Also, I went to the small local health food store here in town to pick up something, and the lady there is pretty sensitive, so I asked her to feel it. She looked at me quite surprised, and said is this really old, where is it from, and she started falling backward to the counter she was standing by. It was quite impactful to her. Another client I was working on (massage) I placed it it on, actually two different ones, said when I put it on their chest, their mind went totally blank. Jason said be careful with it, it may be too powerful for some, so I use my intuition, and I know these people well. Also, it seems a name has come through for my stone, it's Alantra! It seems to be androgynous, like Spirit. I love my stone, and if I am prompted to show it to some one, I want it back almost as soon as I let them hold it. I am ever aware that it is there, and for a couple of days before it arrived, I had some nausea. Also, I noticed on my last client on Friday, and I worked a 5 day week full of clients, that I was not tired, and my energy was strong and even. Thanks Jason, for another masterful work to help me.
Thanks for sharing. Sounds like you two have a strong bond instantly. Wonderful. How did the name Alantra come to be? If you don't mind sharing that info. Much Love Doe
Doe, I asked Jason if he would name it, and if it would be m/f? He said it wasn't up to him. I wanted mine to have a name, and Alantra (and I keep feeling a connection to Atlantis) just came to me. I mentally asked for a name, several came, but that one stuck.
Hi Dale,
You have expressed a desire to have a stone for your staff. Very possibly, your staff knows exactly what it anticipates and awaits to be its companion and will assist and be an influence in its generation. I’ll share a little story with you.
After my stone had been commissioned, but before I received Beatrice, I felt influenced that ‘she’ would somehow include green because I (and a circle of about 9 people) had been presented by a Light Being (identity unknown) with a large polished transparent gemstone cabochon that was green like emerald and dioptase and moldavite, when we were in a circle doing a group meditation in the pool with the waterfalls In the distance. This group had been formed in my vision experience by my telepathic invitation to the SB members who, like me, are not yet qualified to be on Xupra herself with the graduates (also on the same call and beaming their awareness and experience back to the rest of us). This Light Being placed this large gorgeous green stone over the top of our circle and then flew off to disappear in the waterfall across the way. We in the circle and the water itself gratefully and fully received this unexpected surprise gift. And I can recall that image and experience in any moment as if it is suspended – just awaiting my attention. Like now.
Beatrice didn’t arrive green after all (and this in NO WAY implies any disappointment on my part – far from it!) What I do know, is that when I introduced her to my Crystal–Ball-topped Shaman’s Staff, the energy I received was that of Joy – from both my stone and my staff. Of all the really cool spaces this length of Diamond Willow has, there is a niche just under the ball where she sits very nicely (but not securely) right up against a small chunk of --- Moldavite. I told Jason that ‘they are the best of friends.’ (Another prominent artifact on my staff is an elegant greenish sea turtle created by an artist in Canada.)
In no way had I beforehand made any plans that included my staff when I commissioned the alchemical stone, nor did I even recall what exactly was on my ‘unfinished’ staff that I have had for well over a decade. When Jason and Mary and I were sharing staff stories at lunch, was when she let me know she wanted to meet the staff I was talking about.
My intention now is to work with both in discovering how they want to play together and what is possible when we do. I invite you and your staff to do the same – both before and after getting your own specially commissioned ‘Stone.’
Hugs!
Dale Rudzinski said:
Hey Sooz,
I know why the Alchemists call these stones ‘buttons’. …..Cause they push all yours!
And, now that Alice has got her Beatrice ticket, we are getting ready to trade in rabbit holes for worm holes. We’re just about finished packing – Alice has her alchemies and I’ve got my binky and blankie - so we will be just fine.
Congratulations on getting your own potent 'ticket.' Now fasten your seat belt girl!
Huggsss
Sooz said:
It has been allot of fun. I can tell my intuition volume has been turned up some, and I have also had some physical detox symptoms, not very severe, just noticeable. I did have a time or two when traffic seemed like it was moving backward, I felt more impatient than normal, and a time or two other than that I felt like I had a short fuse that is not normally how I react. So I just observed that float off...
Shirley Bloxham said:
So I'd like to hear some of the ways the people that have received a stone are using them. Have you used it in a Sacred Bath, have you put in in your drinking water, have you used it for healing of some kind?